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This Entry was added on 2003-01-01 at 3:00 a.m. Walking Out the Door Well, it's officially a new year throughout the States. Hawaii still has to catch up, but for the rest of us in the U.S., it's a wrap. The year 2002 went so fast for me, and I've realized that I didn't miss much. Just another step, in this walk of life. I was physically alone tonight at midnight. Mom went to bed early, with a headache. Amanda decided that she was too drunk to hang out, and was only interested in sex or going to bed. Either way, that let me out, since it is now apparent that she is not interested in me that way. And that makes me wonder, since she is not always picky about her "toys", and she showed an interest in me before. Mom will never know how close I came to walking out that door tonight, and never looking back. I was just going to vanish. It had nothing to do with her, just with life in general. As it was, I walked over a mile through a rainstorm, to clear my head. Too bad it didn't work. But I've come to some realizations, revelations if you will:
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