I agree Meeks, maybe I'm being overdramatic. I am definitely an overly sensitive and overly emotional person. I'm not a "man's man", and I won't be. But I have been getting hit with criticism from all angles, about everything in my life. So maybe I should stick to the superficial in this diary. Less conflict is a good thing. Because very few people really understand me, and what I have been going through in my life. In fact, I would be willing to bet that not one person I know has been through what I go through daily. And I've been accused of talking with this person and not with this person. So maybe I will not talk to anyone how I feel. Again, stick with the superficial. Because I'm sick of everyone questioning my every move. I'm beginning to wonder if an online diary was such a good idea. I really did love the thought at first, getting to tell my friends about how things have been going, seeing how I don't have any friends in the area. And meeting new people through here is always fun. But I question whether it is worth it anymore. I love my friendships, but I am sick of the conflict. So I guess we'll just have to see where this leads to. Because if things in my life don't change... leave it at that. Later all!